The End (2)

Now i reckon im quite clued up as far as season finale's go. After Buffy, Angel et al i have a keen eye for a finish.

Dr Who' s finale was end-tastic. i was not disappointed. dont think i have been yet with this series. The idea of a Dalek emperor did'nt really take with me though. i wanted Davros.

Do or do not. there is no try

Jobless. lonely and managing my diabetes. all the rubbish stuff

Everything that is'nt happening for me is'nt happenning because im not making it happen. I cant fairly blame anybody. I'd like to, but it's nobody's fault but my own.

yeah im feeling bad and i dont have any right to shove this in my audience's face but at least here my 'rut' is actively acknowledged and i can use it as a stepping stone to actually doing something about it. Dunno what. Too much packing to do to be thinking about that.

Rain rain go away

We tried. it did'nt turn out like we wanted but it happened.

i am of course refering to the attenpted picnic in pearson park today. Fun was had, that much is certain. i have'nt frisbee'd so much in a long, long while or kicked a football (im still a complete spastic with one).

i served up some rather nice strawberry ice tea (never have i been so thankful for baking soda), Andy supported the defence against thirst by supplying a real brew and some yummy rock cakes.

picnikery aside. events have occured. My favourite couple are having problems. Smallville left me on a huge cliffhanger. thankfully WB's autumn schedule means that i can see it this year. i dont have to wait until january. The Dr Who finale is next week. its got Daleks in it and the return of an old enemy. it's likely to be Davros but the Master is a possibility also.

I nabbed the Xbox. Could'nt get hold of KOTOR but i have been playing Halo 2. it's fucking awesome. go play it loads

I found out this week that a friend is moving home up north at the end of this month. more on that nearer the end of the month as it is also the time i leave 39 May street and part ways with my housemates. Although one has parted ways already, we have'nt yet reached zero hour.

An idea waiting to happen

My head hurts because i've been thinking to far ahead. i've been sat for the last hour trying to assess how my future is going to be mapped out. Staring endlessly at a monitor coupled with juggling careers that are very much in the hypothetical, has dulled my brain.

Y'see after a lot of reading and wathcing of the telly, i have started looking into idea of working with Autistic Kids. Im still aiming at the health and social care area, just from a different angle. m still looking into the counselling. it would seem that hull college have relaxed there hours since the ones i was quoted 2 years ago. things are looking feasable for little old me

I notice that the frog has maintained its number one slot for a second week. i believe i asked you all to something about it a couple of entries ago. he's still around. Why have you done nothing?

i read 'Jonothan livingston Seagull' today. its a very nice book. an uplifting affair that be taken at face value or taken on board and aspired to. im not going to say why. i reckon y'all should give it a read if you have'nt already.

John Barrowman in Dr Who. i've always found the man a little too cheesy. his presence makes me a bit uncomfortable. More Daleks next week though. Yay

I have to look after a cat for the next week or so. feeding, cleaning and general attention giving are on high on the agenda. i get xbox, food and drink privelidges from it though. im gonna be a jedi..........