Wednesday, March 02, 2005

i got 38 on the Dr Phil test.....

i spent some quality time with claire last night.

i spent time telling her what i really thought. it didnt come to blows, everything i expresed was taken and assessed in the adult manner i've come to expect of Claire.

Although i have managed to express what i thought i never could, i have to add that i've put too much thought into who she is as a person and how she goes about her business.

i still stand by what i said about not wanting to step in anymore. how she deals with stuff is entirely her own battle. this isnt a case of leaving her unaided, more that she is braver and stronger then she gives herself credit for. we dont NEED eachother and never have.

claire is only human and aint got anymore on her plate then then the next man. its because of how she affected some emotionally that there has been strong reaction to her actions.

im not sorry for what i've written about her in the past, its a clear reflection of how i felt at the time, but i think its only fair that this reassessment of my thoughts be aired.

im gonna rib her now and again for that whole cold shoulder affair, but she will not be permanantly chastised. Non of my friends deserve that.

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